For your pleasure...

To be honest life isnt going the way I ever expected it to go. I miss all the things that I was able to do before. I miss you the love of my life. I know that I’m not the guy you deserve or could ever be good enough to keep all the guys from looking at you. To be honest I’m more depressed than I’ve ever been in my life there’s not a second that goes by that I dont think of you. I just wish that I could just hold you and kiss you like I used to every day. But I now realize how I took everything that I had with you for granted and now I’m almost an hour away from you. Honestly each and every day I’m cold and I’m lonely and all I do is think of you. I may not show it but honestly I’m head over heels in love with you, more than I couldve ever imagined. Honestly my heart belongs to you, my better half. Honestly, I love you Samantha Marie Thach. Remember that..<3

I wish that I could stay until senior year, Amanda Vo.

I wish that we could have countless hours to talk on my front porch and laugh at the stupidest things for days on in, Steven Tran.

I wish that I could stay here and finish my high school career by your side. I wish that I could spin back time and relive these past 2 years because they are the best and most memorable years of my life. Thank you for everything you have done and will do in my life. I love you so much, Samantha Thach my better half.

Some things cant be avoided but I’m glad I have met great people like you. I’m sorry I didnt mention everyone and theyre reasons for me to stay. These three just happened to stay in my mind.

Thank you to all the ones who have dealt with my shit throughout the years. I’m gonna miss you all, some more than others of course but none the less still missed. I’m not gone yet, but I wanna thank you all before I go.

In 2 months everything will change. For the better or worse I dont know. But I know life is good right now. I better make the best of the time I have left..

I lay in this hot ass house, with you on the line next to me. I can’t sleep, have a killer headache and cant stop thinking about you. Somehow sleeping just doesnt seem the same without having a five hour conversation about anything that comes to mind with you. So I’ll stay in this bed until I dose off, listening to an occasional breath or cute little snore. Anyway its nights like these that remind me of how lucky I am to have such an amazing girl like you baby. I love you Samantha Thach<3. 

I’m gonna miss you all :’[. Don’t forget about us young ones aha have a good time in college.

The Black Backstreet boys from the UK right here. lol nah but forreal I cant get enough of this song. Check it out.